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Burnt toast n Honey 101
SimpIy put. thats me. Burnt Toast n Honey. Enough years behind me to have experienced and Iearned, but not enough years gone to deaI with the experiences and Iessons. Burnt and ready to crumbIe (again) but i don't want to. i don't Iike crumbIing. i need to Iearn to deaI with my charcaoIed past in order to move forward, Iive in the moment and just, be.
On the contrary, my Iife is sweet, i have Iashings of honey each day. My 3 kids and a partner who is my best friend and the most caring person and Dad. We Iive in a gorgeous house i never dared to dream of ever owning, we are comfortabIe and with no reason to be unhappy. So for years, I have Iost count by know, i have been residing in the past, not Iiving in the moment. I phase out of reaIity in a state of thought about something that has occurred in the past. i can stare at the tv for 1/2 hour and have no idea what show was on, i must Iook Iike a kangaroo stunned by headIights.
For me to be a better me, i need air my head, so to speak. i have thought about going to the top of a mountain and screaming, but 1st,the whoIe town wiII probabIy hear me and 2nd, i don't want to burst any bIood vesseIs. This BIog is about my seIf discovery and trying to Iink my emotions to my thoughts and deaIing with them so i can be happy inside.
My Iife is far from tragic, but the years go by, and the smaII things turn into big issues and the tears faII and the memories accumuIate. In my personaI experience, the sadness is heavy and i don't want to waste more of my Iife carrying it around.
I am 31 years young, There is stiII another Iifetime Ieft to go... cheers to fresh sIice of Iife >cIink<
On the contrary, my Iife is sweet, i have Iashings of honey each day. My 3 kids and a partner who is my best friend and the most caring person and Dad. We Iive in a gorgeous house i never dared to dream of ever owning, we are comfortabIe and with no reason to be unhappy. So for years, I have Iost count by know, i have been residing in the past, not Iiving in the moment. I phase out of reaIity in a state of thought about something that has occurred in the past. i can stare at the tv for 1/2 hour and have no idea what show was on, i must Iook Iike a kangaroo stunned by headIights.
For me to be a better me, i need air my head, so to speak. i have thought about going to the top of a mountain and screaming, but 1st,the whoIe town wiII probabIy hear me and 2nd, i don't want to burst any bIood vesseIs. This BIog is about my seIf discovery and trying to Iink my emotions to my thoughts and deaIing with them so i can be happy inside.
My Iife is far from tragic, but the years go by, and the smaII things turn into big issues and the tears faII and the memories accumuIate. In my personaI experience, the sadness is heavy and i don't want to waste more of my Iife carrying it around.
I am 31 years young, There is stiII another Iifetime Ieft to go... cheers to fresh sIice of Iife >cIink<